Why Are You Doing It?

Just want to tell you a quick story, just a quick story… DO YOU EVER THINK THAT YOU’RE CRAZY? That you have been through something that nobody else has been through? Or you have thoughts and ideas that other people don’t?

Or maybe you’re having an experience and you’re looking around and nobody else is having that experience. And IF YOU’RE GOING THOUGH SOMETHING AND YOU DON’T HAVE ANYTHING TO COMPARE IT TO…  Okay, let me just tell you why I’m saying all this.

I have felt like I’m going crazy because I really FEEL A CALLING TO DO SOMETHING and it’s been so hard for me to do it. Why would I be asked to do something that would be so hard for me? And how can I have a desire to do something when it seems almost impossible to do? 

And that is what I’m doing here right now. This has been so crazy hard for me. Just getting in front of a camera and expressing my Self. But it’s what I’ve been ASKED TO DO OVER AND OVER and over. It won’t go away. It won’t go away.

And it was getting to the point that I was really being shown ‘Girl, you know, you can hang out and you can do nothing and you can let the days pass for as long as you like. But it’s not going to make it easier. And really UNTIL YOU STEP AND DO THIS THING THAT WE’RE ASKING YOU TO DO, YOU WON’T KNOW THE NEXT STEP. That’s just how it goes. We want you to get up! And step through this. And do it.’

And I would be okay, I’m willing to do it. What am I going to say? You gotta tell me what I’m going to say. And I wouldn’t have any idea what I was going to say. And that would keep me from doing it… Ah, who cares? Who cares about this story? I don’t care about this story. The bottom line is…


Okay, here’s the thing. So many of us are taught now that if we have a goal or a dream that we’d like to accomplish WE HAVE TO KNOW WHY WE’RE DOING IT. So we keep doing it. And that was my challenge because I didn’t know why I was doing it.

Somebody asked me today why do you want to make these videos? Why do you want to express your Self like this? WHY? And I don’t even know if I really want to quite honestly. I must not because it’s taken me so long to freakin’ do it. So I didn’t really have a ‘why’.


So I’ve been taking this deeper and deeper and my goodness I’VE RELEASED EVERYTHING IN THE WAY OF THIS. I use to have such a fear of just talking like a normal person on camera like I am now. I got over that. I can do this. I can just talk to you right now like if you were here in my living room. I use to be so concerned about what other people would think because I do have family and friends and people who know me. And I don’t care what people think anymore. That’s over. I use to be so concerned about what I looked like and would beat myself up over that. It doesn’t matter to me anymore. I’m over that. I’m over it all. And I feel so peaceful and calm inside. So what else?! AND I STILL WASN’T DOING IT. I still wasn’t doing it. Didn’t really have a why to do it.


The deeper I went, WHAT I FINALLY CAME TO IS THAT MY WHY IS MY DECISION TO COMMIT TO MY SELF. Choosing to commit to my Self. This is my why. I am committed to me and my Self and what’s best for me. I love my Self so much now. I care so much about my Self and who I truly am and why I am here that I have decided that I am committing to my Self. I am choosing to commit to my Self. What does this mean? This means…

I’m following my inner guidance even if it doesn’t make sense to me. I’m following my inner guidance even though it’s uncomfortable, that I really don’t want to do it. I’M FOLLOWING MY INNER GUIDANCE BECAUSE I KNOW IT’S THE WAY FOR ME. I know it’s the way to all my heart desires.

And my heart desires joy. My heart desires love. My heart desires expression. My heart desires freedom. My heart desires peace. My heart desires adventure and fun and connection. MY HEART DESIRES AWAKENING AND BECOMING MORE AND LIVING IN ALL POSSIBILITIES and being fearless and being free and being loving and being wild and being innocent and being beautiful and being amazing.

BEING THE BEST I CAN BE WHILE I AM HERE because I don’t know how much time I have. I don’t know how long I will be here for. And I want to do my best while I am here. I want to honor my Soul Self and be who I came here to be. So I have decided to commit to my Self, to love my Self so much that I’m following my inner guidance no matter what. 

And THIS IS IMPORTANT FOR ALL OF US! Because we’re all here to do something great. We’re all here to help each other. We’re all here to assist each other in waking up. So what if we all decided to have this LOVING SELF COMMITMENT. 

It doesn’t come by thinking about it, IT COMES BY FEELING YOUR WAY. 

It’s time for a party! We haven’t had a party in awhile and we’re having one. And I INVITE YOU TO THIS PARTY!! This party takes place from the comfort of your home. All you require is an Internet connection. 

From the comfort of your home, IT TAKES PLACE INSIDE YOUR IMAGINATION.


Soul Awakening Party

And now IT’S YOUR TURN! Take a loving moment and ask your Self the question 


Take a moment to ask and time to receive the gift of the answer for you!

Feel free to share in the comment section below.

loving you

~Amy xo

Comments are closed.